why am i still here. i really shouldn't be.
i should've gone a long time ago.
i'm hiding. i'm hiding it. too well.
maybe it's time for some famous last words. maybe.

where are you? oh yeah, i pushed you away.

hedgehog's dilema.

dollhouse season 2 ! can't wait any longerrrrr
http://thetyee.ca/ArtsAndCulture/2009/09/25/Dollhouse/

Put down that remote, the new fall season's starting! B)
In other utterly atricious news, my friend didn't like Dr. Horrible. wtf. wtf?!
*shakes head*

The bottom line is: Negligence is enough for you to lose your life.
http://www.yawningbread.org/arch_2007/yax-804.htm

I need to go find that epic True Blood gif. And those of ASkars. Ahhh.
Just got my new fix of post-rock, post-metal bands. All the songs are sooooo long omg. Infinity, a full length studio album by Jesu, comprises a single track 50mins long. like wtf. I don't get the hate for Pelican's newer songs though, I think they're pretty good. Of course with the sort of debut release they had, incredibly high expectations do follow. The new Muse songs are pretty awesome too, can't wait for their album to drop.

oh will arnett. oh will.

What can I say, Baybeats was pretty rad indeed. Getting stuck in the pit for what seems like ages + drinking several bottles on an empty stomach = crazy delicious. Never knew people could mosh so hard to Anberlin songs, or to the Ambassadors songs either. Typical flying condoms as well, though nothing I haven't seen before. Other highlights of the weekend were WGB, ExDee (!!), Barricade, Calerway (!), Great Spy Experiment (!!!), For Better Endings, Lunar Node (!!!!!!! times infinity) & Zero Sequence. Bought many a merch too from the tents, badges adorning my pencil case now, and many many CDs, now lossless on my iPod.

Aloha term break. *waves*


EDIT. YEAHHHHH hahahahaha the Interrupter is back ! Yay for Brian Stack !

Mark Sanchez looked really good in last week's pre-season game. Honestly, I never thought the Jets green looked any good until I saw Sanchez wearing it. At least he looks better in it than Farve, amirite? Sucks for Aaron Corp though, it's like he's never gonna start for USC.

Am watching Serenity with commentary again for the (n+1)th time. After I just watched the Epitaph One commentary. Whedon family overload ftw. Oh and did I mention how awesome that music video for the Guild was. My essays and papers due tomorrow can wait. Muahahaha. Mine is an evil laugh. Now die.

But enough palavering. I need a Firefly icon now. Mmm.

It's 1am right now. Time to write some papers! Got my coffee on, and Explosions are playing. Perfect.

Being home alone is awesome! Two weeks of legendary laundry-doing and dish-washing is something I find oddly liberating. No one's here to bug me, I don't have to wake anyone up except myself. Heaven! It's like a dry run for living alone when I'm away at college. This and browsing through adayinmylife is making me want to get out of this place right now.

But I'm stuck here for another 3 or so years. Why why why.

Jon Hamm on Conan O'Brien!
*squeeee*

Things have happened lately.
From the 'duh' files. It's like saying Yvonne Strahovski is hot. Duuuuhhhhh.

As I was saying.
Things have happened. Good things, bad things. Things.
Too many full stops have been used already. Too many.

I am now the chief student editor of the school newspaper, member of the EXCO. o hai, responsibility.
My bank account just increased exponentially [compared to the original amount]. o hai, guitar stuff.
My grades were mostly crap. o hai, endless remedials.
Desperate to jam. o hai, band members.
I've slimmed down a bit more. o hai, tighter jeans.
I can lose more weight. o hai, more running.
The fall is approaching. o hai, tv shows.
Emmys are coming up. o hai, awesome host NPH.
Received my Watchmen Director's Cut dvd. o hai, Rorschach popping out from the holographic cover, nekked blue Jon behind him, fabulous Ozymandias down there on the bottom left corner.
Preordered Paramore's brand new eyes deluxe edition. o hai, 7-inch vinyl I will never be able to play with no turntable.
Bought The Fire Fight's new album. o hai, bear named Henri.
EOM Draft 1 perfect. Draft 2 even better. o hai, satisfied inner self.
Status quo. o hai, still unsatisfied deeper inner self.
I miss you sometimes. Many times. Not in an I want to be with you way. Not in a we're going to make out way. Not even in an I forgive you way, just in an "I've missed you" way. whytf did I do wtf I did.
But I really don't anymore. I've moved on. I've let go. Somewhat. o hai, paradox.

Still unable to find any shiny meanings to imbue life. mmm.

o hai, start of a new week. Yay, Mondays. *sadface*

it's been a good day overall.
even with the obvious cataphora above.

words can't describe epitaph one. topher ):
i cried. yes, i'm butch enough to admit.
epitaph one is why fox should just shut up, sit down and let joss do his magic.
you can get it here. i think.
don't think i'll be sleeping tonight. too much awesomeness to absorb.

Still awake. No paper later anyway.
Virtuality was pretty awesome indeed. As expected from RDM I guess, given Caprica's shinyness [yes that's how imma spell it] and all that BSG.
Far from positing my self destructiveness, it's time to take a shower. Or. nevermind.
So many declaratives. Where the imperatives are?